Sometimes we struggle through our relationships because we feel we are owed something. We withhold love; we withhold affection. We use our love as currency that can only be withdrawn when someone makes a deposit. We wonder why those around us do not give us more of what we want. The ones we love the most, we treat like dirt because...well..."they know what we like, what we need and they don't give it to us." So we don't give them what they need. Growing up, I learned that sex was for marriage. So naturally, getting married meant I could have all the sex I wanted. You marry your spouse and that is "supposed" to be the last and only person you have sex with. TV, movies, etc. teach us that we are not "normal" unless we are having sex at least every day. There is a sexual entitlement that comes with marriage, I think, especially if you are male. If you are not getting what you are entitled to get, then someone is withholding. A man's virilit
Husbands, wives, dads, moms, girlfriends, boyfriends...you all have a role. When you are in a relationship with someone, you have a commitment and a responsibility to them. This is what we all hope for, long for in life. You want someone to share in your life and to be there for you, but you also long to be there for them as well. Love is a funny thing. I think that most people will say that they love their wives, husbands, etc., but love is not enough. It is not enough to say, "I love you." Although, that is very important. It is not enough that you pay for everything or that you clean up the house or that you take care of shuttling the kids around. It is not enough that you fix the oven or the washer or put gas in the car. Even if you sacrifice your own dreams to accommodate your family, it is nothing if you don't take care of yourself. In the simplest terms, your love to your spouse is a gift to them. They don't earn your love. It is not capital. It is a gif